Release
Learning to let go
Release.
That’s what I’m working on within myself. Release of fear, anger, and expectation. These are all things that can block or slow down things you are manifesting. I’m actively in the thick of it at this very moment.
I’d finished an interview for a podcast earlier today. Although I was talking about my life and journey to becoming a founder of a nonprofit organization, the thing I’m manifesting right now was always right there, looking for a way to come out in conversation because all things manifested come through someone. I didn’t know if the person I was talking to would be the source of my manifestation. I didn’t know if she would put me in touch with who would become the source of the manifestation. That’s the thing about manifestation, you don’t know when or how or who will make it happen.
I’m not a control freak, but I am a planner with a sprinkle of worry on top. Not too much worry, just enough to add a little flavor to the process. But the thing about manifestation is you can’t plan it. At all. Not even a little. You have to let it come to you however it comes. There’s a fine line between publicly saying what you want, and saying what you want in such a way that it becomes an attempt to guide the outcome.
Here’s where it gets really fun.
Even the energy behind mentioning what you want to manifest can effect your manifestation. Are you speaking from a place of surety? Or are you speaking form a place of doubt? Are you talking about the thing because you know it’s happening? Or are you speaking about it because you need to hear your own voice saying it out loud to make it feel real?
One thing about manifesting anything, you have to KNOW it’s yours. Whatever that thing is, it belongs to you in your heart, mind, and spirit. It’s the connected energy of these things that turns you into an energetic magnet for the things you want in life. The more you are able to connect these three things, the easier, smoother, and faster things will come to you.
The example I can give you this week is of anger or anxiety.
After the interview I mentioned at the beginning of this writing, I’d planned on posting to LinkedIn. I’d written a portion of the post yesterday. All I needed to do was add a touch more to it, post, and be done. After I opened the note and read through it to get the feeling of it to continue in the same tone, I realized as I was about to write, my hand was clenched in a fist. My body was also tense and I my heart rate had accelerated. I was in fight mode. Why? Because I was about to write a post about money. Money and I have a long storied relationship. I’ll save the details and get to the punch - there’s enough for everyone and I have strong feelings about people who horde it. I realized after noticing I was in fight mode, I was about to angry post shit talk about billionaires… in a sorta nice way. The words would have been decent, but the feeling behind them was not. This post was suppose to help my manifestation.
Ha! Not by a long shot because of the energy behind it.
Do I need to say negative energy is negative?? Negative pushes things away, it doesn’t attract them. So if I had done my post with the energy it had, I would have been pushing away or blocking my manifestation.
Only by paying attention to my energy was I able to stop what would have been a catastrophic energetic block to what is coming to me. It may not have stopped it, but I’m pretty sure it would have slowed down quite a bit. If my manifestation was in a car driving to me, I would have dropped a hole almost the size of the Grand Canyon in front of it. Talk about a detour. But I caught myself, and the energetic pothole was averted. Manifestation is still on time and on its way.
Tracey
